can you believe it? can i believe it?
i still have no clue why stopping with drinking worked for me this time.
(in my head) i have tried so many times but this time my journey has been different from the start.
two hundred fifty two days
more than eight months
almost three quarters of a year
last week i traveled for work to one of our big cities.
on the last evening i decided to dine in a fancy-fancy restaurant, on my own.
they would serve me different wine with each course on their digestion menu.
i said: no thanks, i don’t drink wine.
and i felt like a goddess, lioness, giant.
no regrets to be seen or felt but pure happiness.
[update. of course i do have a clue 😉 am working on the long list of reasons]