so I am angry, very angry.
would love to cry – that’s how angry I am.
I think that crying is stupid though, this situation doesn’t deserve tears just anger.
so then I am angry again and got a headache because of it and have this knot in my stomach all day.
my normal strategy would be disappear in enough wine to not remember anything of this shitty evening, shitty day, shitty guy who disappointed me so much and makes me feel so angry.
i would love to disappear because I don’t want to feel to those feelings.
again. this is my Achilles heel.
is there somebody out there who recognises this, has some advice?